Finally :)

The pool is 95% completely cleaned…it seemed as if it took forever! Well, it actually took longer to open than than the last couple of summers but well worth it! The Pool

This coming weekend will be packed of stress, well I make everything stressful but we should at least have some fun! We’re going to OK to visit some friends that we haven’t seen in a couple of months…my favorite little red-head. Emarie

VBS is over 😉 Check out my lighthouse: The Paper Lighthouse

As for IF world, the hubbs is leaving for a few months later on this year and I think after he’s back I want to start back up. I guess I was just too stressed out and getting worked up for nothing. The bad thing is, is that a friend of mine has gotten pregnant, had that baby, and is pregnant again since we’ve been on the meds. That’s really messed up and it really messes with my mind! It’s so hard to not have jealousy feelings towards them but it comes out of nowhere sometimes. Working through these crazy emotions has proved to be the hardest thing I have ever had to face. I think when he gets back my body should be ready to go and my emotions replenished. If you pray for anything, pray for that. It overwhelms me, and I can barely control it.

cd17 & a peak!

ChildproofFor some crazy reason my monitor made me start testing early this month and I was a bit worried b/c I’ve had 9 ‘high fertility’ days and today was my last day to test and it finally said ‘peak fertility’…made me go nuts! So getting busy is the plan for today and the next few days. I so hope this happens this month, I know that we desire a BFP every month, but I go to the RE on Monday and how I would love to show up and them tell me I’m prego…that’d be sweet bliss. I have to get my head out of the ‘baby clouds’ and get back to work. Just some good news to share and that’s all.

Swimming SpermI found this really cute pic today on Flickr, I don’t know if you all would think it’s ‘cute’ but I did, lol!

Dear God,

Please, please, please, OH PLEASE let me get prego this month!

-Serena

Finally…Ovulation!!

Sooooo, I’m guessing I’m actually ovulating…it’s odd but exciting! I’m currently on cd15 and I start the dreaded Prometruim bullets tomorrow morning but today I got a peak fertility egg on my handy dandy fertility monitor. Last month I supposedly ovulated on cd12, but I didn’t start using the monitor until this cycle so I’m not sure if that happened or not. So, whoever is reading this…pray to whomever you believe in that this will work for us. I want to beat the odds of us not conceiving. So here’s what I saw this morning (I know it’s not a BFP but at least it’s a step in the right direction)!Clearblue Easy Fertility Monitor